🩷All My Bullship. My Blog. My Journey. 💜

✨ It Started with a Thought 💭

Back in 2022, something clicked. I had stories—so many stories—and a whole lot of perspective that didn’t exactly fit the usual mold. I watch things, I analyze things, and somewhere in the chaos, that tired little hamster in my head gets moving like it’s running from deadlines.

I wasn’t sure how I wanted to share. But I knew I needed to.

Every messy adventure starts with a spark of chaos.

🚫 Not About the Spotlight

I crossed a lot of options off quick. I’m not a “look-at-me” kind of person. Tried TikTok—didn’t stick. The ADHD pinged, and next thing I knew, I was mentally off in never-never land. I thought about YouTube or a podcast… but they didn’t feel right either. I'm a bit of a private soul. And my kids? They’re not content—they're mine.

Tons of respect to those that have figured out how to make money with their family on the internet, but I’m too selfish to share the “things” I worked so hard to make.

Vlogging? Hard pass.

✍️ Writing Felt Like Home

So, I went with what felt familiar. Writing. Not the perfectly structured, English-teacher-approved kind. But the kind that makes you feel something. I gave my hamster a little caffeine and jumped in. And in November of 2022, Ducking Bullship became a thing.

🎉 Three Years Later

It’s been three years, and while I haven’t made a dime, this journey—the Ducking Bullship blog journey—has made something even better:

• We’ve got a little community—17 readers strong (with maybe 5 actual strangers!)

• We’ve built products: shirts, planners, stuff you can hold

• We had our first Amazon sale… in Australia. AUSTRALIA. That’s still wild to me.

  
  

And the fact that someone I’ve never met, in a completely different country, found value in something I created? That’s income of a different kind. One I wouldn’t trade.

Not pictured: Tears, triumphs, school assignments and tests, and the 47 tabs open in my brain at any given moment. Pictured: The space where I conduct all my Bullship and maintain Chaos.

🛠️ We’re Updating as We Go

The blog looks different now. Cleaner. Simpler. We’re learning. I’m slowly updating older posts, tidying things up one piece at a time. I’m not a designer—but I am a relentless Googler. So… we’re figuring it out.

The goal is growth, and that's the path we're marching down.

I have ideas. I don’t always know how to make them happen. But they’re coming.

💛 A Big Thank You

This one’s less snarky, more sincere. I just want to say thank you—to every single person who’s been here. Whether I know you or not, your support means everything.

If you’re in the middle of it right now, struggling or dreaming or stuck, just know: someone else has been there. You’re not alone. Your idea matters. Your voice matters. Do the thing. Even if it’s messy. Even if it’s slow.

Just… skip the things that come with charges. Those bracelets aren't for us, and we don’t need that energy right now.

Let’s talk in the comments. Sign up for emails—I just learned how to send those mass emails (growth, baby 💪). Don't worry, I hate them too and won't be sending a ton. Say hello. I’ll keep writing—and I truly hope you’ll keep reading.

Now grab some cheesecake. We’re three years in, and that’s worth celebrating. 🍰💬🥂